So I’ve decided this will be my last blog post here on escaping perfection. When I started this blog, it was a place for me to explore my feelings and write things down I couldn’t say out loud. It really turned into somewhere where I wrote about HIM. Sometimes I talked about love and relationships… Continue reading It’s time to say goodbye
Is it human nature to always think that the grass is greener? Are we actually all essentially just about the thrill of the chase? Do we all really just want what we don’t have, but some of us are able to suppress these feelings and feel happy and content with our lot? Whilst others go… Continue reading Is the grass greener?
I have come to realise a lot of things during the past couple of weeks. Firstly, I have come to accept that I will never, ever, ever understand why he did it, or how he could behave in that way for such a long period of time. I don’t think he will ever know either,… Continue reading Broken & Gaslighted (P2)
I have been thinking a lot about this is the last few days. I have got to the point where I can’t just keep on existing. I need to start living again. Because I am not going to find happiness within myself any other way. I tweeted the other day that my new years resolution… Continue reading How to shut up and move on for 2019
It’s about the time of year where historically I have written an open letter to him, thanking him for making me happy, telling him how much I value and love him and basically being pretty smug that I had this amazing, beautiful man In my life. But that isn’t to be this year. This year… Continue reading Him (2018)
I am really really struggling at the moment to understand why people lie so much. I am not a terrifying human, nothing terribly bad is going to happen if you tell me the truth. However if you lie, especially about stupid stuff for absolutely no reason then I am going to be incredibly confused and… Continue reading It’s all lies lies lies lies lies
I am back home now after a totally incredible week in the Caribbean. I am feeling so much more like my old self, I am smiling more and less anxious and generally just all round better. I thoroughly encourage everyone to take some time out of life when life get tough. Things I learned in… Continue reading Back to Reality