Have you ever actually stood in front of the mirror and really looked at yourself? I honestly find this a really difficult thing to do. I hate that I am getting older, instantly I see all my imperfections. The scar on my cheek from an incident with my brother and a cricket bat, the scar… Continue reading Mirror, Mirror – what do you see?
I have often wondered why the universe seems to have such a problem with me, like what did I do in a previous life to annoy it so much that I deserve all this recent nonsense in payback? It must have been something really, really terrible. It seems, that in every situation where there could… Continue reading The universe & me
This is honestly one of the hardest posts I’ve ever written and because it’s all so raw and new, I’m going to tell you about what happened now and then next week I’ll tell you how I feel about it. Because I can’t process it all enough at the moment to even begin to describe… Continue reading Broken & Gaslighted (P 1)
It’s about the time of year where historically I have written an open letter to him, thanking him for making me happy, telling him how much I value and love him and basically being pretty smug that I had this amazing, beautiful man In my life. But that isn’t to be this year. This year… Continue reading Him (2018)
As another year has flown by and I now should be known as LifeHostage34 I thought I would tell you a nice story. A true one that happened to me a little while back. It’s been a hell of a year for a few reasons. Yet one thing I am absolutely certain of is that… Continue reading No, but thank you
People don’t all behave the same….. This is an important lesson in love and life and I have been learning the hard way recently. Some of my readers might remember way way back when I wrote a post about being left alone in the dark ( Ever been left crying alone in the dark?), well,… Continue reading If only we were all the same ……..
I apologise again for my continued absence. I am finding it hard to write, or to sleep or to do anything really. (Typically – I can eat though and drink wine, much to the detriment of my waistline – I wish I used stress to get thin like any normal person) I spend so much… Continue reading Just because it’s different