It’s about the time of year where historically I have written an open letter to him, thanking him for making me happy, telling him how much I value and love him and basically being pretty smug that I had this amazing, beautiful man In my life. But that isn’t to be this year. This year… Continue reading Him (2018)
I am really really struggling at the moment to understand why people lie so much. I am not a terrifying human, nothing terribly bad is going to happen if you tell me the truth. However if you lie, especially about stupid stuff for absolutely no reason then I am going to be incredibly confused and… Continue reading It’s all lies lies lies lies lies
This is a tricky one right? I have this going on in two areas of my life at the moment and both instances are difficult and annoying in their own special way. Let’s talk about Him first. Not having him around me as my friend has been a million times harder than saying goodbye to… Continue reading Getting back into the friendzone
I am back home now after a totally incredible week in the Caribbean. I am feeling so much more like my old self, I am smiling more and less anxious and generally just all round better. I thoroughly encourage everyone to take some time out of life when life get tough. Things I learned in… Continue reading Back to Reality
This is the question I have been asking myself repeatedly for the last few weeks, maybe months actually, in one way or another. I made a mistake this week. It wasn’t malicious or intentional, I just screwed up. But the consequences have really really really sucked. I feel as bad as I did on day… Continue reading What was it all for?
I never intended to write any more here. But It seems like lots of you are still popping by and a few of you have been in touch via twitter to ask how I am doing. Thanks so much to those of you, you’ve been following the journey and you care how it turns out,… Continue reading Moving on?
I haven’t time for a proper #mondayblogs today ….. but I received this last week on Valentine’s Day and it was exactly what I needed. I’d been crying in the work bathroom minutes before. So I wanted to share with you all and say, that even though I’ll never stop looking for love, Friends are… Continue reading You are amazing …
I want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas, I hope that the festive season bring you all happiness and you spend it with the people that matter to you. Maybe you’ll get some nice gifts but more importantly you’ll feel part of something, a family, a relationship, a friendship. Thanks for reading this… Continue reading Readers – this one is for you
I read a post earlier today about life pushing and pulling in a range of different directions. It seems to me that there are a million tiny things that always need attention. We have to do our best to juggle them. In my experience, the success of this juggling varies significantly over time and circumstance.… Continue reading My badly balanced act
The trouble with trust is that it is often so easily broken. Once it is, it is almost impossible to get it back. It might just be a one time thing, it might have been broken with the kindest of intentions, but once the damage is done, that is when doubt creeps in. Once that doubt… Continue reading Putting your trust in trust…