We have all been in those situations that we just find so incredibly overwhelming right? I love to write posts based around the prompt word and this is a great one, almost too good maybe.
There are so many places I could go. …….
I could tell you about when a younger, more carefree me loved someone so completely overwhelmingly and without fear that I almost didn’t survive the aftermath when it all fell apart.
I could tell you about when someone I was in a relatively new relationship with left my house suddenly one day when we were hanging out. I remember practically begging him to stay, but he left anyway. He practically RAN. For ages I figured he just didn’t want to be there. But over time I found out, he left because he was scared. He was overwhelmed. He ran in fear of love I think. I am still a bit sad about this. I never considered that the thought of loving me would be so terrifying for someone!
I could tell you about how every single day I am overwhelmed by life. By the people in it, by my responsibilities, by the expectations of others and myself. How I always want to be the best I can be. But most days I know I fail miserably. One aspect of my life is always hanging by a thread.
But you know what? Today I just feel totally overwhelmed by wanting to write something good and insightful for you, my lovely readers to enjoy. And I just can’t, I have always promised myself I wont force it so I will probably come back to the topics here another day – I really hope you can bare with me until then.