I must ask myself several times a week why I am so insistent on making my life so incredibly complicated. I mean, what makes us choose to make thing more difficult and complex? When we could just get up everyday and drift along in a sea of loveliness? Trouble is, I am not sure that this sea of loveliness actually even exists. Because even if we choose the easy way, there is still an entire army of people who like to include us in their complicated lives. So we can never fully escape it. Unless we escape life completely ( and you all know how I feel about that ).
When we are faced with choices surrounding our lives, what makes us choose complicated? Does everyone do it? Am I in a minority in the fact that I always seem too though it is never a conscious choice? I just always seem to end up in situations with lots of twist and turns, with multiple factors and impossible outcomes.
I feel like I’m probably just a really complicated person and therefore this life style just follows me around, everything I do and choose and the way I act and everything just leads to complicated.
Would I change it? Probably not. Why? Because life is what you make of it and really, a little complication never killed anyone did it?