Have you ever struggled to find your sanctuary? I love a private beach as much as the next daydreamer, to spend all day barefoot on the sand, with a book and some drinks would be pretty great. But I am not sure even that would be enough for me to truly feel safe and rested and ‘escaped’… Continue reading Beaches & bare feet
I’m always completely out of my Depth, that’s the first thing you should know about me. I feel like i should write a bit more of an introduction and am hopeful that you will comment and introduce yourselves too. Firstly, I apologise because this will always be an anonymous blog. There is only one person I… Continue reading Treading water in the sea of life
I don’t mean to sound all dramatic but i feel like I am incredibly emotionally frail at the moment. There were times last week when I was sure I was literally on the verge of emotional crisis. But I feel like I did, eventually, manage to save myself from that particular brink. Though I think,… Continue reading Emotionally frail no man’s land
Do you know what I mean when I say that? it could be anything, it could be imagining a job you didn’t get, a house you can’t afford. Or it could be a relationship with someone you cant have. If you have spent the entire time absolutely knowing it will never happen, reminding yourself everyday,… Continue reading Mourning something you’ve never had
I’m going to tell you more about me today. And my life. And the fear that brought me here in the first place. It occurred to me that is the reason I write this blog, the reason I explain things and explore things here that I am too scared to do in real life. Its… Continue reading Me. Life. Cowardice.
We talk about the dark moments of life, the darkness that surrounds challenges, misery and fear. What we don’t often talk about , well, really ever, is what it means to be in emotional darkness. Now, i think there are two separate parts of this, two categories if you like. The first one is emotional darkness… Continue reading Emotional blackouts
How long is long enough when you realise something isn’t going to work out? I’ve been discussing this with a really good friend of mine lately, mainly in respect to her circumstances. But it’s got me thinking. I’m generally an all or nothing kind of person. So for me, if I’m not all in, then… Continue reading Knowing when enough is enough