What’s the appropriate action when someone you know goes missing in paradise? It’s like they have completely vanished, their spark and enthusiasm has gone, the surroundings are absolutely beautiful but the claustrophobia got the better of them. That missing person is me.
It always amazes me how things in life can be so incredibly straight forward one minute and so insanely complex the next. I feel like very occasionally, I know exactly where I am, and I feel comfortable and confident and happy there. But the moment I let myself relax everything changes again. I am thrown… Continue reading Confusion, lies & confidence
I got told once, there are two types of people in your life. The people that make You and the people that break you. I am not entirely sure that things are this clean cut and straightforward but I think I agree in the most part. Apparently the trick is to work out which people are… Continue reading The makers & the breakers ..
This is the second post I have started today. The other one seemed just too dark and deeply personal on an already dark and rainy day. So I’ve parked it. It will be back soon though I am sure. Instead I am going to talk to you about self-punishment. For many reasons. I think we… Continue reading Self-punishment vs self-preservation
Chaos: the state of confusion or disorder. Also the state of my life. I can’t remember the exact time when I went from having everything under control to the time that I didn’t. I assume that it was a gradual thing. It wasn’t the result of circumstance change or any trauma. It just crept up… Continue reading Life Chaos ..
For about the last 18 months I have been trying to work out why I don’t feel completely satisfied and contented in my life. Very occasionally I feel like I have it all worked out, but to be honest, it still remains a mystery. I think it is because it is different things in different… Continue reading The ‘what’s missing’ guessing game